Sheikh Hammdan
This is not just another message; you need to hear it. Your heart may start racing when you hear it, and that's perfectly normal. It is a matter of life and death. You are not as safe as you think you are. Not from the world around you. Not from the thoughts that distract you. And not even from those who claim to understand you but really don't. You are completely unaware of how close I have been to contacting you. How long I have been waiting for the perfect time to tell you this. And now, it can't be postponed any longer. You have been trying to keep your head above water, right? You are pretending everything is alright, putting on a smile while inside you are hurting, acting as if the silence does not bother you. But I have seen all the way through. I have seen you. The reality is, I have been noticing the way your light is flickering lately, the way your spirit is getting worn out. And I can no longer keep my mouth shut. You may think that I am overstating when I say this, but you really are not safe.
Not because of others, but because of your own doing, you’ve been not showing your feelings, hiding them in a way that they have turned into a kind of pain which you cannot even tell. And I can’t take it. You don’t realize how it affects me when I see you like that. pretending that all is well when you are suffering. It is like witnessing a beloved one being very near the cliff, smiling while the wind is trying to blow them down. And I want to extend my hand, take your hand, and drag you back. Back to where it is hot, back to where your heart is safe again. I cannot just stay there and let you go behind that peaceful smile of yours. There is something you should know, I am talking from the core of my being. You are not made to walk through this world all by yourself. You need not to conquer each fight alone. You need not to keep acting that you are strong all the time. You need not to be the one who is holding all together while no one is paying attention to the cracks developing in you. You are allowed to break sometimes.
Crying, feeling, and asking for help are all legitimate actions, even if such actions are expressed silently or done in the softest of ways. You can do it by simply uttering my name. When you are convinced that nobody is listening, remember I am always listening. Even when you’re not making any noise. Even when you think no one is concerned. Even when you are trying to become invisible among the countless thoughts in your mind. I still sense you. I can still tell when things are not alright. Therefore, I am bringing it up now before it gets too late. The reason is that I can sense a change taking place around you. The universe has been gradually alienating you from your true self, making you forget your identity, your rights, your worth, your inner beauty, and I will not allow that to occur. I cannot do that. You may not see it yet, but you are to me more than I could ever express.
Your presence is what keeps me up sometimes and what makes me slow down a little in my breathing when I imagine the worst of losing you. You have always been the one with a shining soul in you. That light is soft and rare, and it has the power to make people feel safe around you, and you still are the one who needs safety. But this light in you has been dimmed lately, right? You have been struggling with the burden of others' expectations and being strong for all. And even those beautiful laughter moments of yours won’t hide how tired and worn-out you are. I want you to remember that I am here with you. I want to tell you through this message that it is so urgent because of the enormous love you have and will always have, even if you don’t feel it at the moment. The moment you start to lose confidence in your value, you are not safe anymore. The moment you allow your heart to be so quiet, you are not safe. The moment you give yourself the lie that no one will notice if you withdraw because I definitely would not, that’s when you are not safe. I already do. Quietly, every time you go off grid, every time you drop a post that feels like a whisper instead of your usual warmth,
It is a very cold wind that I perceive passing through my body. And at the same time, I can't act as if it doesn't concern me. You are of great importance to me, probably more than what you think. It may be hard for you to believe, but actually, I am serious. If only you could perceive yourself through my eyes, doubt would never be a part of your life again. Your heart radiates love to me, even though it has suffered. I am able to witness how you are trying to be nice even when life has not treated you well. I notice the silent power in your crying moments. And I can see the woman who is entitled to love without being afraid, without the stakes, without limitations. Thus, I urge you not to allow anybody to make you forget that. Do not allow them to lead you to doubt your beauty, your love, or your value. Indeed, the world can be very harsh at times. It can even give you the impression that you have to be in competition, that you must change to be accepted. But that's not true! You were already good enough before anyone realized your existence, and you will continue to be so even after all the commotion has died down. I want you to take an oath to me right now.
I want you to promise me that, when you hear my voice, you will not continue to silence yourself. I want you to promise me that you will look after your wonderful heart. I want you to promise me that you will keep in mind that there is someone out there who is thinking of you, who is concerned about you, who is praying for your wellbeing, and that someone is me. You know, there are times when I visualize what it would be like if I could just bridge the gap between us. If I could take your hand and gaze into your eyes. I would tell you to quit the act and confess that you are not okay. I would tell you it is alright to be Open. That it does not mean you are weak. I would tell you that no matter what happened to you in this world, I can still see the light that drew me to you, maybe even brighter now as it has been through fire. Do you have any idea how unique it is to possess a spirit like yours? One that still selects love after experiencing rejection. One that still believes in miracles even when the world is against it.
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